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Of fuck, I'm back from Audition. Nabeh leh, keep lagging out. Was playing NPC Battle lo. Then keep lagging. -.- Asshole. Tomorrow needa wake up early to visit my Great-Grandmother's grave. Then out to PC Bunk in the afternoon. Fucking bad mood now.
Hey bitch, don't think you child second in the family means you can me control kay. I'm not your dog, I don't obey you and you don't order me. I have my fucking rights in this family too. Don't try to threaten me by saying you wanna lock the computer, that no longer work on me. It's your fucking problem that you had to work. So don't come home and give me your stupid excuses saying, "Eh, I working the whole day leh, tomorrow you at home you can play, I at work cannot play." I fucking don't care about that alright?! Who asked you to go Shatec? You're just selfish, you never put yourself into my shoe before. You never knew how I felt, never. I'm going to be a teen soon and I can't have just a little bit of privacy. Like hello? Do I go to your blog or see your messages everyday? No right? Then why must you check my blog and messages?! I bloody had enough already. You can do whatever you want to do. But, get this clear. I'm not your dog. Don't try to control me anymore. I totally regretted for being so nice to you in the past. I bought things for you when you didn't ask me to buy it for you. But you didn't buy anything for me unless I asked you to. When you want me to do something for you, you acted 'so' nice to me so that I'll do the job for you. How dumb was I to actually help you. I find myself so dumb and so asshole to do those things for you. You can order me, I cannot order you. What the hell. Try being me and I being you. I'm fucking sure you'll hate that kind of feeling. You never got the taste of being the youngest in the family, so what if you're the second? You acted as if you're the oldest. Like come on. Stop everything you're doing on me. You trying to make me hate you so much more. How I wished you could just fuck off from my life.